[iliketurtles]

Daily life here has been ok to adjust. Finding food that works for me isnt so easy. I dont like sauce because of my issue. everything seems to have sauce …

sorry for the long time away from this. I lost the link to this site and for some reason couldnt remember the correct name. 

i have a bad update, the meds here are not working anymore. not one bit. 
i developed a fear of using the trains also. 

it would take about 5 to 7 minutes to go 3 stops. i cant do this anymore. but a 1 hour walk i can handle. guess im really scared ill have an accident and so many people would see it and i would be stuck till next stop. 

pretty scared of my future now. doctor i saw at my current hospital doesnt seem to be in a rush to help. just keep taking pills for longer time i was told. 

im switching to a bigger hospital. 

changing of my diet and local meds are not working for me. Im limited on american imodium. 

now to find help on a weekend… thats going to be hard. scared to lose my job if i ask for too many days off.